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Oct 21
I have always wanted to write a book. I vividly remember the desire to do so coming into fruition. I think that i am not a capable author. I do not write much although I want to.
School starts tomorrow with almost 11 days of holidays. I genuinely though that i could draft a book in these ten days and publish before the year ends. I genuinely believed I could do this as i made an entire album in two days.
I haven't even gotten started.
But now, I know what to write about. I want to write about myself.
I want to get started on the book as soon as possible. Dostoevsky's notes from underground has been an inspiration, I was reading it when i realized what I wanted my book to be about. Its almost like i get inspiration to so something out of nowhere, or a stream of utterly random events lead up to it.
I know that I'm not a proficient writer but i think I'll be sharing my book chapter by chapter as I go on this site. I know my first book is gonna be absolutely terrible, and I'm fine with it. There have been countless times in the past where I have started working on the book. I never got past a chapter.
These attempts at writing the book did not have anything in common. I was very obsessed with the idea that my book was gonna be good simply because i was the one that wrote it. I thought that I would craft something no less than a masterpiece. That is very retarded. I have overcome this simply because time has passed or maybe I have gotten more mature .
Anyway, i'll try to finish drafting this book before the end of this year. Probably one chapter a week.